Hi beauts.
On Thursday I took part in the #CrazyBloggers chat on twitter and it inspired me to write this post. One of the questions was 'What would you be doing differently if you could zap away all your insecurities as a blogger?'. It kind of upset me when I saw a lot of the answers being quite similar, including mine. All of these answers was to talk about our insecurities on our blog and not care about what people we now think. Something I have abided by for quite a long time.
I decided to bite the bullet and go for it, today I'm going to share some of my insecurities with you all.
My biggest insecurity is change, I like to stick things I know and not really venture out of my comfort zone which isn't something I'm proud of but its what makes me feel comfortable. Especially when my parents got divorced, the whole having two homes was un-natural to me and I didn't like the idea of it at all. For the first year I found it extremely hard and it knocked me down a lot. I'm such a happy person but around this time I feel like I formed a little shell and didn't leave it until it became 'normal'.
Another one of my insecurities is weight, I know so cliché. Its true though. I'm not happy with my weight but its something I'm coming to terms with. I have been working out a lot and eating a better diet. I've been eating so much healthier lately and its helped my skin and my hair too! Weights something quite personal to everyone and if your happy with your weight then I take my hat of to you.
One thing you guys may find stupid but my last insecurity is uploading whatever I want on here. I have drafted so many posts and chickened out at last minute deleting them. The reason for this is me worrying about what people will think, however from now on I will try to not click delete and instead click upload. At the end of the day this is my blog and I shouldn't let others influence what gets uploaded and what doesn't.
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