Hello beauties. Today I have a more rambly post. I want to share with you all my blog journey so far and the challenge I set myself, and the results of becoming a part time beauty blogger. Also it's almost BeautyDeprived 2nd birthday!
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On August 21st 2013 I created the blog 'kieralouisex' now known as BeautyDeprived. I was twelve years old, I never had a real talent. I had nothing that made me shine out from the rest of my friends, they could all dance, do gymnastics, sing or even draw well. None of them which I was particularly talented or had a passion for. I've always enjoyed makeup, ever since I could understand the concept nothings stopped me from wanting to play around with it for hours on end. Make up was my passion.
I kept my blog quite for some time, I didn't want people at school to know. I knew some people would find it weird and most likely judge me for it. Within a few months of my blog being up and me posting regularly. People at my school found it, I was so horrified that they had discovered my blog, I wanted to curl into a ball. A lot of people took the mick out of my blog, judged me, tried to use my blog against me to embarrass me. It was mainly boys, one boy turned around to me and said 'your blogs sh*t' my answer was 'cool'. I tried to brush his comment off and move on, it did hurt. People thought of it like writing an English essay voluntarily out side of school, its a lot more fun than that. I started getting sly digs here and there. At this point I wasn't confident enough with my blog and to smile and talk about it willingly.
After a while it fizzled out, although some comments are still made today. As my blog began to become more permanent within my life I created a specific blog Instagram account for my readers. That now has 1236followers, that's quite a few is you ask me. Especially for a small time blogger like me. I'm happy with that number. I've got a twitter account where I can interact with the most lovely of people and join in blogger chats, these make my day.
My blog turned one, I was shocked. I'm such a quitter when times get tough but there's always been something about my blog that hasn't allowed me to give up. Every time I thought about quitting I would mentally tell myself no. I didn't ever think I would enjoy this little space on the internet this much. I've gone from using an Ipod touch for my photos to a pretty snazzy upper class DSL camera. I once used Instagram to edit the photos on here, now I have a proper photo editing app. Hallelujah. My photos back then were awful, pixilated to say the least.
Somehow I'm now working or have worked with a numerous number of brands, I've also made a whole lovely group of blogging chums that I couldn't get through this without. Especially a certain Olivia Jade and Beth. They're the sweetest girls ever, their blogs make me smile and it has to be said I love them lots.
It's now 2015 and this blogs almost two years old. WHAT?!. I cant tell you enough how incredibly proud of myself I am. I did all this myself. I've had support from family and friends obviously but other than that I've stood alone. I created the banner myself, the layout myself. I don't copy others either. I write freely and my way. I don't try to write like a bigger blogger and take photos like another blogger, because what's the point in that?. People may as well not bother reading your blog if its identical to somebody else's. I try to make my blog as personal as possible. Of course I take post inspiration from others occasionally but other than my own sweat, tears and blood has gone into the making of every single post. I spend hours editing photos to perfection until I believe they are suitable. So far I have given my little blog a 110% every minute I'm logged on. I spend hours constantly promoting my blog on social media and putting it out there.
I am still a girl who writes about make-up. I still cant sing, dance or jump into the splits but hey I shine through now. I stand out because I have a hobby that is different and something I can push myself within and be my own critique. I have a hobby that I'm proud off. If you ask me about my blog now I'll happily ramble about it for hours on end. Times can be tough, I've had tears and numerous dramas because of my blog but 90% of the moments I have within this blog are smiles, dedication and constant confidence boosters.
Let the journey of Beauty Deprived continue and I hope in ten years I can look back on this and say I stuck to this for a while longer.
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